Jordon Hudson, the controversial 24-year-old girlfriend of NFL coaching legend Bill Belichick, reportedly offered a heartfelt apology to her former cheerleading squad in a letter sent last December – amid rising attention and growing distractions tied to her high-profile relationship.
According to The Washington Post, Hudson penned a detailed letter to her teammates on the BlackOut cheer team, explaining her repeated absences and attempting to clarify her intentions.
The note followed Belichick’s surprise decision to take the head coaching job at the University of North Carolina.
“At times, I am sure to many of you it may have felt at some point this season that I was selfishly putting my needs above the needs of the team, or of my teammates,” Hudson wrote.
Hudson – who is a New England native and was deeply involved with the cheer squad before her personal life made national headlines – emphasized that her absence was due to obligations she felt toward multiple groups, not a desire to neglect her team.
“I hope you can all understand that my absences were symptomatic of my commitment to put the needs of my other ‘[teams]’ above my own needs for recreation,” she continued. “Selfishly, I always would have preferred to be in the gym, with all of you, doing what I love: cheerleading.”
In the letter, Hudson acknowledged how the evolving demands of her personal life began clashing with her commitment to BlackOut.
“At the time, the needs of BlackOut and my other ‘teams’ were complimentary of one another. We revisited those conversations as those possibilities began to actualize in recent weeks, which is what was brought us to where we are today.”
She then thanked the squad for their patience and understanding, even as her increasingly public life drew scrutiny.
“Thank you for tolerating all of the baggage that comes with having me around. I know none of you asked for that,” she added. “In the same breath, I can’t thank you enough for the sense of grounding you have provided for me during a difficult period in my life.”
Hudson also reflected on the emotional toll of the past year, hinting at a loss of identity amid her rising public profile: “During this time, I have faced a slow, exterior erasure of my strong, individual identity.”
She closed the letter by reaffirming her belief that stepping away was the right call for everyone involved.
As the entire world knows, Hudson’s relationship with Belichick – who won six Super Bowls with the New England Patriots – has sparked a major media frenzy.
There have been several reports diving deep into the Belichick-Hudson relationship. Many nuggets that have been revealed do not paint Hudson in a positive light.
Only time will tell what else we find out about Belichick’s controversial relationship with Hudson. But one thing is clear: neither seem to be getting much sympathy from anyone.
What are your thoughts on the whole situation???
